This year so far has been less than ideal. Some things have been great! ( Like the abounding free time to do whatever I feel) and other things have been less then great (the money that I do not have to do the things I want to do in my abounding free time). Whoa is me and all yada yada. But I have been blessed greatly through this little set back, for one I have reestablished my priorities, faith, family, school...
It was hard to be self motivated at first, and I was sinking fast into depression but school started and I regained a schedule of sorts and have been doing much better. The lack of job thing is still a big issue, (a week ago it was a HUGE issue as they took away my unemployment for being in school.... and with only $2.00 to my name and lots of bills due I was greatly blessed with having it returned to me.) I still have no idea what my next move is I have applied at a slew of places and am waiting for that phone call to come in to direct me, but I fear it may not come. I think I have relied to much on everyone else, even the Lord to find me my next job, and I really need to just figure some things out.
Thankfully that unemployment check helps me to get by, and my loving parents haven't gotten sick of me yet. This has been hardest on them unfortunately, having to see me being unproductive and lost. It shouldn't be a new sight I find myself here often.... but it feels different this time, maybe its because I am older, and am suppose to be 'wiser'. I will have to continue putting my faith in the Lord and doing what I am suppose to and hopefully things will work out. I am not too worried, they always have before. Wish me luck and happy job hunting!
1 week ago